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While i'm currently free, i shall do some dedications of friends, not in any particular order.

Year ones
Hilda:Somewhat like Danielle the second, with such a scream.Stay happy(:
Aiysah:Nice person.You're so nice that you forgive dong lao shi for the sluttish costume!
Huiwen:Aww, how did you manage to bear with Hilda's screams?Study hard, and don't get too discouraged by your grades!
Natalie:Stay smart always!
Shahid:If i'm not wrong,you did very well last semester, so stay smart!
Chester:Sorry for confusing you and Shahid,but nice to know you!
Dillen:Don't really talk to you,but thanks for that nice wish!
Zikri:Another person i have problem differentiating on msn(:You must be a good tracker,so jiayous!
Karyee:Haha,thanks for the fun time in choir!And for playing along with me and Rabbit(:
Abigail:Relax about your grades okay?And work hard!
Amanda:Hmm,you're always smiling(:
Jee Hyun:Ha,i remember pronouncing your last name like William Hung!You're nice and fun to be with!
Sharmaine:I refer to you as Kailin because i can't spell your name, did i get it right?Thanks for the present too!

Year twos
Bernadine:Thanks for the encouragement about you-know-what.Don't worry too much about what people say.
Serene:Wells,study hard for coord geom!And thanks for your friendship too!
Janell:Whee~Thanks for the time in the camp,being my roommate,no,hutmate(:Stay happy!
Cleo:The impression you gave me at the camp was one that was serious but fun-loving(:Smartyy too!
Joanna:Study hard,don't worry too much about grades!
Roslyn:Congrats on getting in council!
Adeline:We used to be close when i went to MOELC,but now not so.Thanks for all the encouragement too!

Year Threes
Kai Hui:Thanks for taking care of me during SL camp(:
Vanessa:My fellow kidnappee(: Haha, thanks for the time during Sports Day!
Wai Leng:Have fun in school! I'm sure you enjoy it!
Sharlene:Thank you for being a nice friend,oh,and for giving me tips on bio!
Marianne:Thanks for the Bible stories!And the lifts home. Sleep early!
Chui Yi:You were the one who made me a better Christian, and i have to thank you for that.
Vera:CHOIR PRESIDENT! Haha, that joke was nice! Study hard, but don't stress yourself okay?
Joyce:Yes, i'm a sweet little girl, according to your definition(: Thanks for everything(:
Shuyi:Your little princess says keep up the good work in studies!

Year Fours
Chermaine:Mei says thanks for your smses during my hospitalization! And for SNOWY!!
Renee:Thanks for putting up with my nonsense during choir!
Vanessa:Ha,eat more chocolates tonight!Then fall sick! Don't worry, you'll do very well.
Michelle:Not fair, you don't wear glases(:You're a natural leader, it seems
Charmaine:Not really sure what to say, so enjoy your year four life!And hope year 5 life will be better, and don't envy us year 2s!
Cassandra:Its nice to have you as a friend, you can always pour out your troubles to me.
Aaron:Well, you let me know that i can always do anything,just try.That was during the camp.
Shiyi:Just to let you know, i've known that everything is possible, and not to be afraid to try.Which came from your MANY vocals during the camp.

Year Fives
Lynn:I almost typed Lynnette!Hahaa!Thanks for everything,the chem help,choir help etc!
Ken Wei:One of the reasons i laugh at you is that there's nothing to laugh about(: Yes, that was from you!
Tian Cheng:ahh, another person who told me not to give up(:
Jasmine:Ele-guin!Thanks for the funn!And helping me in MA, telling Dr Wong i sold tickets(:
Elaine:I shall get you a spongebob present one day(:Stay cute!Whee~
Grace:Thanks for taking care of me during SL camp!

I did miss out people, so sorry. But these are those who made an impact one me. Leave an impact if you want to be included hahaha(:
On Ghagha's request, i shall do dedications for DC people another day((: Being too nice. Sighs.

The Ideal Class one could ever have

[Update] Shuting is in 206 too! Woah. And her nic:206, gonna miss you all.may we stay friends forver. Wow, i was thinking of putting that too. sigh. 206'07,we rock!
Its the time to feel emo, especially with all those thoughts of reshuffling and last days as a class. As for me, i shall list out my ideal class one could ever have, which would consist of 24 people, because the last of the 25 people would of course have to be me.

1.Someone girly like Danielle to brighten up the class with her girly stuff
2.Someone nice like Hanisah to be the mother of the class(: haha.
3.Someone like Cheryl to play bridge with. And murderer. And hearts.
4.Someone ego like Yanling to laugh at the egoism
5.Someone like Tiffany to tease about weight and to counter egoistic person#4
6.Someone nice like Hafizah to consolidate all the projects and allow me to play with the laptop. Icy tower!
7.Someone like Sabrina who doesn't mind all the teasing about her boyfriend
8.Someone like Nicholas who acts gay
9.Someone tall and nice like Weiren to teach me how to solve the Rubik's cube
10.Someone humourous like Lewis who never fail to crack jokes
11.Someone like Ivan who lends me his Rubik's cube so often
12.A Principal's son like Zikai; you can never get that in any other school. And also to play around with Lewis jokes so sportingly.
13.A smarty like Yihui to...be smart!Every class needs a smarty, right?
14.Someone who never fails to give critisim, whether good or bad, straight in the face, like Nelson.
15.Another smarty like Jiahui, and one who does projects so well
16.A quiet and nice girl like Jerdine who comes alive during water fights! And also to listen to my complains and to complain to me(remember those times we sit outside chem lab complaining about school and stuff?)
17.Every class needs a computer expert, and an art expert, like Yuhan, to programme all sorts of programmes, and come up with beautiful drawings, and weird explainations about stuff like Friday and Dr Seuss
18.An autistic person like Ryan who never fails to liven up the class with his funny jokes, especially during chinese, and for drawing so many graphs(40 i guess)for stats project
19.A maths pro like Stella, to help me with MO and to play water bombs!
20.Another chinese pro like Mao Jia who does well in everything, and to help me with chinese
21.Yet another smarty like Zong Xuan, who can also beat box, and is in strings.
22.Just a hilter supporter like Tian Lu who draws maps of weird stuff(what did he draw for chinese?)on the board and paper
23.Some quiet and hardworking guy like Funnan to balance out the many naughty and interesting guys in the class
24.One like Shengze who takes 'insults' like fat policeman so nicely from Nelson, and insults nicely from Ryan
25.Me, to stay quiet, sometimes unwelcomed in the class and observe the intricacies of the class. (since when did i use such cheem words? must be influenced by yihui haha)

I DONT WANT RESHUFFLING!!

It is finally over. It is finally over.

I've waited for this moment for a long time. I've waited for the Drum Circle Presentation to be over. I've waited for all the emails to stop. You know the problem? I'll miss drum circles. I'll miss opening my inbox to see it flooded with email on the subject:DC high IMPORTANCEEE. I'll miss all the smses complaining about the DC ideas, and how to improve it. I'll miss having a common topic to discuss about with them. I'll miss her calls. :(

Let me talk about Principal's Talk. First, Mr Lim did use a new type of slide template, not the old and usual ones with our school logo on it, i'm getting bored of those. And the 4 lessons he learnt from his mom are:
1. Don't dig your nose in public -- about how you carry yourself in public
2. Eat up all your vegetables -- moral courage, doing what's right
3. Hold hands when crossing the road -- show ampathy, and help others
4. Always wear clean underwear -- don't be a hyprocrite

ITS MY BIRTHDAYYY

How can i not post on this lovely day?
And i was looking forward to the presents too.
I didn't recieve much presents, but many manyyyy smses/msn wishes.
Here's who who wished me a happy birthday!: Mummy, Daddy, Mei, Janell, Ragav, Shahid, Dillen, Jenny, Vicky, Renee, Chermaine, WaiLeng, Lynn, TingAn, Rashidah, Khanh, Serene, Rachel, Chester, Zikri, Aiysah, Sharmaine, Karyee, Heidi, Mira, Karyen, Nicholas, Cheryl, Danielle, Yanling, Cassandra, Lynn Ng, Vanessa, Kai Hui, Zikai and co., Tricia, Marianne... (wells, my memory's failing. can't remember anymore haha.)

I have never felt so frightened before in my life. I will never ever ever want to go for another MRI.

Went back to the hospital for MRI today, so i missed research congress. And that was such a frightening time. First, putting the plug in. It hurts so much, it still hurts now. For your info, the plug's somthing that comes in a needle stuff so the doctors poke a needle into your vein, for don't know what purpose. Its like a drip, except it hurts more. I almost cried if not for that doctor talking about her ECA last time. Next, the MRI. Its not so much about the sound of the machine, but rather, the confined space. Its so smalllll space you can't move, you can only see upwards, which is...white machine. And you're stuck in there for 1 whole hour. I was so scared i could cry. I calmed myself down by singing. And singing. And singing. And finally when i could go, i was so happy, i didn't bother about falling down the narrow bed, which i almost did, if Dr Cindy didn't catch me. I hate MRIs. I don't want to do another one again.

120th post... just something before i prepare for the stupid day, MRI

My birthday's on thursday. I share the same birthday as Zac Efron, the guy in Hairspray and High School Musical. That isn't the important part of this year's birthday. Surprisingly, i don't look forward to this year's birthday as much as i look forward to last year's birthday. I don't know why, but i guess its because last year i'm still year 1, still very childish? I'm still really unsure of the reason.
As years progress, birthday presents progress too. They get more... i shall say, vain. When i was 4, i had a couple of Barbie dolls for my birthday, yes nelson, they're made in china, but not killer dolls last time. Can't remember the other birthdays, except that they're not very memorable, because i sit for an exam paper on that day, and spend the rest of the day studying for the next day's paper. All i get is probably a cake or something. My sis always gives me pink pens for my birthdays. On my 9th birthday, i sat for the gifted test, and got a toy dog, Cosmo with bendable ears.
For my 12th birthday, i had a small badminton party, with a few good friends. I recieved many presents, the most memorable is the pig piggy bank with the word Sassy on it. And a beautiful necklace from Taka from MUMMY!
For my 13th birthday, i had many many soft toys. For my 14th, just too many necklaces and angpaos. The presents are in numbers for a year. For example, on my 13th, i recieved a lot of soft toys, for my 14th i recieved a lot of necklaces, for my 12th, a lot of notebooks.
Just different presents every year, i look forward to knowing next year's presents. For now, i enjoy a day in the hospital before i sit for all the tests and exams i missed on my birthday. Another wasted day, spent sitting for tests, spent studying for exams.

this is fun. this is not. this is fun. this is not. i can't wait till exams are over

What a birthday party. I shan't bother to describe it in detail, for that would take up too much space. I'll just mention two things. One, thank you all for the lovely presents! Muax! Two, our dear mentor, mr imbufe arrived at the party with his wife at 10pm, when everything was packed, and the patio lights turned off automatically, and requested to taste the cake, saying, "sorry, we had visitors, but i just had to try the cake." Want a photo of him and his wife? Well, ask me((:
I can't wait till exams are over. Seriously. Why do our exams have to be so super late? When everyone's playing the computer and watching tv, it is indeed hard to concentrate on studying.
And i'll be admitted again on wednesday for MRI, the entire day. No overnight, phew. I hope i get bed 3 again(: And i'll bring Snowy along. I think underlining things make them stand out more than when you bold them. I
must learn to blog like Cheryl or Dr Wong... analysing weird stuff. I used to blog like that, but not now): Reading Dr Wong's blog is interesting.

I hate this, i hate this, i hate this. I just want to get well and go to school

Currently: moody, sore throat, fever on and off. I don't care, tomorrow i'll go to school. If i get a fever, then so be it, i'm still going. I just want to recover in time for saturday! :(

Nursery rhymes are hilarously funny when you change the words. Inspired by Chermaine and Renee, i'm going to change the words of some nursery rhymes, and let you have a good laugh(:

Hickory Dickory Dock
The mouse slept on the clock
The clock struck twelve
The mouse woke up
Hickory Dickory Dock

Insty Bitsy spider dropped down the toilet bowl
Down came the water and flushed Spider away
Then came the filter that did not let it pass
So Insty Bitsy spider died in water tank

London Bridge is collapsing, collapsing, collapsing
London Bridge is collapsing,
Oh help us please!

One Two Three Four Five
Once i caught a fisherman
Six Seven Eight Nine Ten
Then i let him go again
Why did i let him go?
Because he give me lots of gold
How much gold did he give
Well just too much for me to count

Little Miss Muffin sat on a sofa
Munching on potato chips
Along came a cockroach
Who sat on her big head
And frightened Miss Muffin away

I will get well. I will get well. I wil get well.

I need moisturizer! I need moisturizer! I need moisturizer!!

Yes yes, i was admitted to the hospital on wednesday for observation. Because i fainted. AGAIN. Which equates to hooking me up to a machine that monitors my heart rate and respiration rate for 24 hours a day. No taking it out, unless you go toilet or bathe. I was on the machine for a total of 31 hours or so.

I need moisturizer!! The electrodes made my skin so bad. I was asking for moisturizer in the hospital, which made the doctor in charge of the ward come to me. "Yes what?" And i was scared, cuz she was super fierce. The nurse told her i wanted some moisturizer. She checked my skin. "Okay larh, can recover one." :(

It was boring there. So what if its the children's ward, everyone's sleeping. And because you're 14, the nursing students (who want more CIP points) don't play with you or give you cookies or magazines. They ignore you. And i can't get out of my bed.

Then there's this boy from Fairfield, Royston Tan, who's sec 2, he's nocturnal. Seriously. He sleeps like a pig in the day, and doesn't eat or drink. But at night, he talks to his girlfriend and comes alive,"I'm happy if you're happy, this is true love, get it?" =.=
And a baby that cries every 3 hours. Can't sleep. But i did get lots of sleep. Either i'm sleeping, or i'm eating, or i'm reading.

You are being monitored so super closely. You can't go to the toilet or bathe without a nurse accompanying you. And you have to eat at least half of the yucky food before they let you go. If the nice person clears your food before the nurse comes and you didn't eat enough, you're stuffed with food. And water. You have to report how much water you drink, how many times you bathed, how many times you go toilet, and what time.

Look at the bright side of things. People visited me!! I guess i had the most number of visitors(:
First was our dear mentor, who bought some delifrance and a Snapple drink for me. Then mr Samuel Lee and mr Lee SiewTong came, we were talking about bridge(: At night, after visiting hours, Mrs Phang came with a sunflower and a dragonfly. The night nurses were lax, but because they thought she was my mum -.-

In the morning, Ms Lim and Mr Tan came! With chocolates and a Sudoku book. Hahhaa. When i was fast asleep in the afternoon, Ms Low HuiChing, Dr Seah, Dr Wong and Ms Chen came. Apparently, daddy thought someone was here, and opened the curtains, and da ta! they were here. They came with balloons, and Dr Wong gave me a book called... *drumrolls* the music of primes! -.-

And in the afternoon, Vanessa, Chermaine and Renee came! With Snowy, the dog! So another reason to plead the nurse to let me go playground. I went, "Please let me go playground, i'm super bored in my bed the entire day. And my friends are here, so you don't need to follow mee." And yeah, we went!

The last dayy. I was discharged! Dr Zhiyan was super nice, but she was convicing me to do medicine. Sorry, no medicine for me. You study so hard, then 24 hours shift so often, forget it. Took blood test, wasn't pain at all. And my lovely friends wanted to visit me, but but, i was discharged :( So they came to my house! And played with the Anderson Primary kids. Hey, this is the last year you can play with them, cuz next year when they're p6, they will seldom come down(: And they bought me a bear and light pink nail polish.

Thank you so much everyone!! photos!: http://s231.photobucket.com/albums/ee102/lynnetteng2002/

Oh sigh. I have to miss school next thursday on the 11th, for something (i forgot), and on the 17th for MRI. :( :( How on earth am i going to catch up with my work?