I just feel confused. Obviously, my heart is not with staying on. Obviously i place one above another. When given a choice, i gravitate towards A and not to B. (Sorry, it isn't appropriate to reveal names of organisations, people, however you choose to interpret it.) Faced with two emails requesting for similar things, i choose A: i reply to A, comment about the activities, volunteer; for B, i do volunteer, but that's purely due to personal gains.
So why am i clinging on so fast to B? Why am i staying on? Why don't i have the courage to persuade mummy? And, why don't mummy let me leave? That would make my life much happier. Oh yes, much, much happier. I so cannot imagine a life without A, because that's my passion; but i guess B would get better, i just entered at the wrong time, that's all.
I just feel confused. Obviously, my heart is not with staying on. Obviously i place one above another. When given a choice, i gravitate towards A and not to B. (Sorry, it isn't appropriate to reveal names of organisations, people, however you choose to interpret it.) Faced with two emails requesting for similar things, i choose A: i reply to A, comment about the activities, volunteer; for B, i do volunteer, but that's purely due to personal gains.
So why am i clinging on so fast to B? Why am i staying on? Why don't i have the courage to persuade mummy? And, why don't mummy let me leave? That would make my life much happier. Oh yes, much, much happier. I so cannot imagine a life without A, because that's my passion; but i guess B would get better, i just entered at the wrong time, that's all.
Lynnette is a sweet little girl
Whose favourite day is 18th October
Where she is born into the House of God
And she loves playing music
From SNGS to NUSH, she loves them all
:P
Wonderful parents
Great sister
Great friends, who never hesitate to help me, yay 403!
Be able to cope with council, MA and school
A nice research mentor and a great team
A lovely hostel mate, just as i requested you and great toilet mates
Teachers' Day celebrations IC under MA
Good grades, and coping with physics
A new TV and stereo system!
Prayers
God has blessed me richly!
High School Never Ends :P
More 403 reunions
A great class next year
A great mentor next year
Great friends
Coping with hostel life
MA Exco
To be healed
To have the perfect family
