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MERRYY CHRISTMAS :D

It's christmas eve and i have totally lost track of time. Two days ago, when I asked Christopher how he knows who's in his class (apparently he counted from the email which was arranged by class, not alphabetical order, silly me), i told him Christmas is one week away. And I remember his reply: it's in two days! HAHA.

How I wish time will just stagnant here, that I don't need to grow up, that I don't need to change classes, that I don't need to move into hostel. Its not that I don't want to move into hostel; I've chosen to stick with everyone and not be excused from the boarding programme on excuse of my heart problem, so I have to go along with my decision. Go ahead and don't turn back to regret. That's what mummy would say. That's what she said too when I made the decision to accept the DSA offer into this school, to drop economics, to drop physics and not to take a music major.

Its just that hostel is an entirely new environment and the longest I've ever been away from home without family around is just 5 days and 4 nights. So I'm going to have 5D4N camps every week in school and I don't know if the idea is pleasing. I have to step out of my comfort zone and learn to fend for myself; no more calling mummy in the middle of the night due to cramps or severe headaches, no one beside me to tell me that I don't look good and I probably have a sore throat, no mummy to make sure everything is in order, down to the very speck of dust.

And if you survive hostel, you get to go overseas to study. If not, stay here in NUS and study hard. 

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